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n. the unsettling awareness of your own heartbeat, whose tenuous muscular throbbing feels less like a metronome than a nervous ditty your heart is tapping to itself, the kind that people compulsively hum or sing while walking in complete darkness, as if to casually remind the outside world, I’m here, I’m here, I’m here.
  • bands-savedme:

    sparkhy:

    acnemint:

    br0ken-daisy:

    so for my art project we had to fake a death/murder. for mine I did someone who had jumped off a building. when I was laying down while the picture was being taken, 7 people came running up to me asking if I was okay and if I needed an ambulance etc. I’ve been suicidal for a very long time, and the thoughts of jumping off buildings and ending my life have gone through my mind a thousand times. But the fact that people actually stopped and came running over to see if I was alright made me see that people do care, strangers care. so many people looked and walked past, but these 7 people some how took these suicidal feelings away… weird huh? But the moral of this story is that people do care about you, even people who don’t know who you are.

    if you don’t reblog this, fuck you

    oh my god this is amazing

    Reblogging this again because wonderful

    (Source: internetgirl666, via cocaux)

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  • janemba:

    soujaboymeetsworld:

    jackanthonyfernandez:

    thechanelmuse:

    Meet Cory Nieves. He’s a dapper, 10-year old CEO of Mr. Cory’s Cookies who started his own booming cookie business in an effort to help his mom buy a car after moving from NYC to New Jersey in 2009.

    !!!!!! COOKIE CEO !!!!!!!

    this is the best post on tumblr ever!!!

    What the fuck

    (via petrifiedpatronus)

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  • principalcellist:

    the-cheshirette:

    yeahwriters:

    1. This looks like the weirdest movie ever.

    2. Daniel Radcliffe sounds like a COMPLETELY different person with an American accent. His voice literally sounds lower.

    3. Oh look, a movie where Daniel Radcliffe makes friends with a snake!

    YES YES YES

    HIS VOICE I WAS NOT READY

    (via petrifiedpatronus)

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  • tothissickbeat:

    msgafterparty:

    Everything about Taylor at the BBMAs last year was just pure greatness. 

    I mean, we had the Haters Gonna Hate shirt

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    Giving no fucks about calling guys out in songs. 

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    Shutting down the accusation that she lip synced. 

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    So many awards that she had trouble holding them. 

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    One of the best things she’s ever said in an acceptance speech. 

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    And of course, these gems. 

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    I’d say this is when she ran out of fucks to give

    (via whattheydontknow13)

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  • "I was 17 when I wrote that,” she reminds me. “That’s the age you are when you think someone can actually take your boyfriend. Then you grow up and realise no one takes someone from you if they don’t want to leave."
    Taylor talking about Better Than Revenge (The Guardian, August 2014) (x)

    (Source: all-too-well, via whattheydontknow13)

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  • theroyalorphans:

    vulgarswami:

    vulgarswami:

    johnlockinthetardiswithdestiel:

    MY MOM SET A TOWEL ON THE COUNTER AND IT JUST FUCKING CAUGHT ON FIRE

    THERE WAS NOTHING NEAR IT IT JUST SPONTANEOUSLY COMBUSTED

    Is your mother Spencer Shay

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    He just gets slowly less concerned

    (Source: dammit-jim-im-a-blog, via nuggermahgerdt)

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  • neverlaur:

    neverlaur:

    bowlingforwhoop:

    neverlaur:

    So my Dad and brother took separate cars to dinner tonight, and this happened.

    they look like they are arguing about who is going to go home and change

    Oh, they were.

    Jake: You’ve got to be kidding me
    Dad: You SAW me walk through the kitchen on my way to pick up your sister!
    Jake: No seriously do you have an extra shirt in your car this is ridiculous

    Oh my god they’re gonna kill me they didn’t want to even walk into the restaurant together let alone have this many people reblog this photo

    (Source: laureninlilly, via nuggermahgerdt)

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  • princepeterwolf:

    I don’t care what you think about Cinderella or Disney Sequels, this movie has some awesome messages

    (via nuggermahgerdt)

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  • askmoonmoon:

    stellaxtine:

    pep pep

    smalldog has been knighted and may now be addressed as SIR smalldog

    (Source: cute-overload, via whatbringsyou-here)

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  • "

    Robin Williams didn’t die from suicide. I only just heard the sad, sad news of Robin Williams’s death. My wife sent me a message to tell me he had died, and, when I asked her what he died from, she told me something that nobody in the news seems to be talking about.

    When people die from cancer, their cause of death can be various horrible things – seizure, stroke, pneumonia – and when someone dies after battling cancer, and people ask “How did they die?”, you never hear anyone say “pulmonary embolism”, the answer is always “cancer”. A Pulmonary Embolism can be the final cause of death with some cancers, but when a friend of mine died from cancer, he died from cancer. That was it. And when I asked my wife what Robin Williams died from, she, very wisely, replied “Depression”.

    The word “suicide” gives many people the impression that “it was his own decision,” or “he chose to die, whereas most people with cancer fight to live.” And, because Depression is still such a misunderstood condition, you can hardly blame people for not really understanding. Just a quick search on Twitter will show how many people have little sympathy for those who commit suicide…

    But, just as a Pulmonary Embolism is a fatal symptom of cancer, suicide is a fatal symptom of Depression. Depression is an illness, not a choice of lifestyle. You can’t just “cheer up” with depression, just as you can’t choose not to have cancer. When someone commits suicide as a result of Depression, they die from Depression – an illness that kills millions each year. It is hard to know exactly how many people actually die from Depression each year because the figures and statistics only seem to show how many people die from “suicide” each year (and you don’t necessarily have to suffer Depression to commit suicide, it’s usually just implied). But considering that one person commits suicide every 14 minutes in the US alone, we clearly need to do more to battle this illness, and the stigmas that continue to surround it. Perhaps Depression might lose some its “it was his own fault” stigma, if we start focussing on the illness, rather than the symptom. Robin Williams didn’t die from suicide. He died from Depression*. It wasn’t his choice to suffer that.

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