n. the unsettling awareness of your own heartbeat, whose tenuous muscular throbbing feels less like a metronome than a nervous ditty your heart is tapping to itself, the kind that people compulsively hum or sing while walking in complete darkness, as if to casually remind the outside world, I’m here, I’m here, I’m here.
  • watchtheskytonight:

    diannaluvslea:

    sillylittleshoteka:

    spontaneousfangasm:

    sovietkittens:

    if you go to hell for being bad why wouldn’t satan reward you for it why does he make you suffer wtf id be like hell yeah motherfucker you my nigga lets party

    i started to laugh and then i realized that this is actually a really valid question

    Alternatively, if Satan punishes sinners, why isn’t he considered good?

    If the Pope dies, is he being promoted or fired?

    We’re becoming self aware

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  • raresenses:

    nappynomad:

    socialjusticekoolaid:

    The Ferguson City Council convened for the first time since Mike Brown’s death, and proved that they literally give no fucks about what the community has to say. Added to their vague, paltry proposed reforms, seems real change will have to come in Ferguson via the ballot box. I don’t care where you live folks— let this be a lesson in voting/participating in your local elections and government! #staywoke #farfromover 

    My people getting it!

    these people are the real heroes. not the military, not politicians, not the Hollywood actors. they risked their lives and livelihoods to challenge white supremacy and institutionalized racism.

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  • Mr. Van Houten:

    I’m a good person but a shitty writer. You’re a shitty person but a good writer. I think we’d make a good team. I don’t want to ask you for any favors but if you have the time—from what I saw you have plenty— Please fix this for me. It’s a eulogy for Hazel…. she asked me to write it and I’m trying, I just could use a little flair.

    See the thing is we all want to be remembered but Hazel’s different. Hazel knows the truth. She didn’t want a million admirers she just wanted one. And she got it. Maybe she wasn’t loved widely but she was loved deeply, and isn’t that more than what most of us get? When Hazel was sick I knew I was dying but I didn’t want to say so. She was in the ICU and I snuck in for ten mins and sat with her before I got caught. Her eyes were closed, her skin pale, but her hands were still her hands. Still warm, and her nails were painted this dark blue black color, I just held them. I willed myself to imagine a world without us and what a worthless world that would be.

    She’s so beautiful. You don’t get tired of looking at her. You never worry if she’s smarter than you because you know she is. She’s funny without ever being mean. I love her, God I love her. I’m so lucky to love her, Van Houten.

    You don’t get to choose if you get hurt in this world but you have a say in who hurts you. I like my choices and I hope she likes hers. Okay Hazel Grace?

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  • charlie-in-a-beanie:

    dutchnorkat:

    skankmcmeow:

    I see your shifting gaze, that disgusted glance. I know you’re questioning my parenting from across the elementary school assembly.

    Let me tell you a little story about the kindergarten student with bright purple hair, my little Raven Marie…

    A month before school started she decided to play hair stylist with the craft scissors, and to save what was left I had to opt for a pixie cut. She was absolutely devastated. It was about three hours before she stopped her harsh sobbing and hiccups.

    Why?

    She has thought that the length of a girls hair was what made her “girly”. I know I’ve personally had many hairstyles around her before, including a purple mohawk, which many people criticized as not being “girly” enough. Media, other children, other parents, and society made it worse. She would randomly burst in tears while out in public for the first week of her new style, screaming that she looked like a boy. That everyone would think she’s a boy.

    At one point she took off her bow in her hair, threw it at a cashier and screamed, “I DON’T NEED THIS BOW TO TELL YOU THAT I’M NOT A BOY, BECAUSE I’M NOT”

    Proudly stomping away in her blue jean overalls, head held high.

    Once we edged closer to the first day of school she kept asking questions like, “Do you think the other kids will like me? Do you think they’ll be my friend? Will they think I’m a boy? Will they pick on me because I have boy hair?”

    So I went to the grocery store, bought some dye, and spent the whole night transforming my bright blonde little girl into a plum punk rock fairy. I then assured her that if any of the kids didn’t like her, they were just jealous.

    As for you, mothers and teachers with the wandering eyes filled with disgust and judgement, I’m in the business of raising a free spirit.

    Here’s to you, Raven Marie. I love you.

    SHE’S THE CUTEST OHMAHGOD CAN I HUG HER

    I want that hair

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  • 




the starry sky on the himalayas

CLICK ON THE PIC BRO

So amazing

Holy

Def click da pic
  • the starry sky on the himalayas

    CLICK ON THE PIC BRO

    So amazing

    Holy

    Def click da pic

    (Source: fullmoonwolves, via petrifiedpatronus)

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  • werey0uh0nestwithy0urself:

    aminaabramovic:

    I don’t get these posts that go like “part of me wants to be a hot girl at the bar and the other part of me wants to read and sip tea in a bookstore”

    like you can wear red lipstick and a leather jacket and sip tea and dance in the rain and go to the gym and curl up in bed and get turnt the fuck up and go to church

    you can literally have it all sis

    the world is yours

    This is the most inspiring thing I have ever read

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  • Decided to take a video while flying this morning.

    Best. Idea. Ever.

    perfection

    Reminder that this actually exists in our world


    THIS IS REAL

    I’m gonna cry.

    i just read this and thought “humans cant fly dont lie to me sir” then realised, airplanes. 

    (Source: official-maximum-ride, via whattheydontknow13)

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  • nirvanaschild:

    seri0uslybecca:

    i take my hedgehog grocery shopping and nobody tells me to stop

    OMG

    (via whattheydontknow13)

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  • thesorrovv:

    ma’am im sorry but that baby was due today, i don’t care if its not done just turn in what you have

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